Halos
tapos na ang kalahati ng taon. And to borrow my office mate's litany,
“wala pa din akong achievement sa buhay”. He used to say that a
lot and we just laugh about it. Kasi naman madalas sasabihin nya ito
out of the blue maisingit lang ba (“ Wala pa ding reply yung isang
department sa e-mail ko. Two weeks ago na yun. Anong petsa na? Tapos
wala pa din akong achievement sa buhay.) I haven't talked to him that
much na nga since I stopped smoking. Sa yosi breaks lang naman kasi
kami nakakapag-chikahan na walang ibang eepal. Lol.
So
yun na nga ilang kembot na lang July na. And my gulay I just posted
two entries for this blog-blogan of mine. Tamad ko noh. Even my
journal na naka-save sa PC eh bungal-bungal din. May mga times na
aaraw-arawin ko magsulat minsan naman mga ilang linggong hindi ko
talaga ito bubuksan.
I
haven't disclosed (yet) my identity on this site thinking that it
would give me freedom to write whatever crazy thoughts I have. Hind
rin eh. Wala naman kasi masyadong ganap sa buhay ko and I am afraid
that if just narrate in details the mundane life I have, I might
regret it badly in the future. Alam mo yun feeling na cringe galore
ka kasi ang chaka na nga ng storlyine, mas chaka lalo how you wrote
about it. May mga ilang posts kaya ako na dinelete ko lol. Sana wala
pa talaga nakabasa kasi it so yuck talaga haha.
What
about fictional achuchuchu ganyan? O sige maybe in the future. Mas
mahirap 'ata yun ha kasi dapat my command ka talaga sa written
language. Eh ako I would like to think of myself that I can tell the
difference between what is literature and what is plain trash. Taray.
Boplaks nga lang me magsulat.
Way
back in high school, there was this workbook called Write to Express
Not to Impress. Award! You know what they say about writing: you have
to do it daily five hundred words a minimum so it would be part of
your system. I did that for a couple of days you know just writing
about anything without thinking much of the grammar and all. It is a
good practice huh but the downside of it is that at times you would
realize you've got to stop. That is because you start noticing that you sound
like those annoying talkative people in your office. Or those
friends you have in Facebook na wagas makapag-shoutout nang kung
anik-anik. Hindi man lang ba pinag-isipan.
So
ayan siguro naman simula ngayon sisipagin na akong magpost. Hindi ko
naman kailangan ng madaming makakabasa ng kung ano mang kababawan,
kabalbalan at kabaliwan mayroon ang blog na ito. Susme the thought of
someone, even just someone, reading what I have written gives me the
shivers. Charot.
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