So
here I am bored. It is raining outside with some thunder going on, you know- the works. I like it.
My
partner arrived at their office a few hours back. Their flight would
be later at around five a.m. I hope they have a safe flight. I hope
their event there in Bohol would be a success too.
So
he had been out of town for several times already this year. He had been to
Marinduque, Batanes and now Bohol. As for me, I had never left Metro Manila yet this year. Pathetic isn't it?
Oh
yeah I don't have to dwell again on my mundane existence.
Anyways
I told my partner that I would be on hiatus from internet. I was
about to add a comment about that saying “ignorance being bliss”
but knowing how our communication works, I didn't blurt it out. What
I just told him was that I was so bored that I would start using
Swype again on my Galaxy Y so he'd better pardon my English language.
Anyways
because I still went online I learned via Facebook that he managed to meet
again his friends and they hang out in SM. What does it have
to do with me?
Well
that was he have been doing for years. It just of late that he
started with this new routine: playing badminton then drinking after
wards. I understand and respect that he had a need a time of his own.
I guess I just feel bad because one, I don't have other people to
hang out with and second, it appears like our relationship would be
just like that, another routine of his. I am just a weekend lover.
And not the complete weekend mind you. Just Saturdays.
It
would be a relief actually that we would not meet by next weekend. He
would still be in Bohol. I am not sure yet if I would tag along with Ate
J__ who frequent this gay bar. As much as I would like to- because I
haven't been in one yet, I don't think I can afford it. That and the
consequences that would follow.
Tomorrow
I would write more coherently. Promise.
