I
haven’t posted anything in a while. In more than a year. As in
nothing at all for 2018. Well, there are many factors,er, excuses I
can think of why I'm in such a slump for quite some time now
Discipline.
I just don’t have it. Before, I was committed to write at least
five hundred words in a day. I even used to keep a journal for that.
Now, my thoughts are just expressed on a tweet or two. So, no one
else is at fault but me you see.
I
write at work day in day out. My job entails writing a synopsis of
what had transpired and expressed my "thoughtful observation" about it
viz a viz the established processes. I might be using the same catch
phrases or rehashing the same sentences over and over but hey it
still writing. Of some kind. Anyways, one could argue that the
writing style at work is a different from what I am blurting out in
here. My counter argument is that I’m just tired. That’s all.
Sure, I can face the computer again by the time I got home but my brains are begging not to write again please.
Just
recently, I tried to write, in longhand mind you, but it only lasted
for about a week.
I
am also wasting my time consuming media content. Most of my free time is
consumed by YouTube. I spend at least an hour everyday watching some
random videos the algorithm has to offer. And then there’s Netflix
of course. You know how it is when you go on binge watching mode.
And
then there’s this issue about privacy. I am writing anonymously on
this blog I know. However, there’s no denying that there are some
people on this planet that knows my real identity. You know, those in
the position or those who have the technical know-how that can track me down. That’s the
downside of having this technology in these troubled times that we
live in. Nothing can be private anymore as long as you are using a
piece of tech. Am I being paranoid? Yes.
So
there. Anyways, I hope I can post again something soon. Haha.